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Subtitles by explosiveskull
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Hey. Shh.
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Hey.
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You're all better now.
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You're safe.
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What do you think?
The black one?
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Where in the fu...
heck is your daddy?
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Should we go find him?
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Daddy? Where are you?
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Now? Hello?
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- You chose now to do this?
- Oh, hey.
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Gordita. Come to Papa.
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Even though
you shouldn't be here.
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It's too dusty for you.
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Daddy's the only one who gets to
hide away in this man cave of his.
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I know.
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You going somewhere?
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No, we are going somewhere.
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Yeah, no. I'm ready.
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You know what?
I'm sorry, okay?
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I'm sorry
I forgot our date night.
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Forget it.
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Could you please just not sigh?
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Really? Okay.
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You don't honestly expect me to believe
that you forgot your own argument
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about how date night was cheaper
than therapy, do you?
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Right, like you forgot we agreed your
mom wasn't allowed in our house anymore.
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We're broke. I don't see you
finding a free babysitter.
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I would have. What?
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Don't start this
right now, please.
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Can we just try to have fun?
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We're out, okay?
Let's just try.
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It's kind of cool to be out
after dark, you know?
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Childless people do this all the time.
Gets dark and they go out.
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All the neon lights.
It's like a fucking video game.
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It's like... like Tron.
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- Hey. We're so glad you could make it.
- Thanks for having us.
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- Wow.
- This place is beautiful.
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Matteo and Adrienne just bought
the house down the street.
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- But they...
- Thank you. Yeah.
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But they can't move in
until, what, next October?
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Yeah, there's this co-op
living community renting it.
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- It's, like, eight kids in their 20s.
- It's, like, ten kids, actually.
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Mm. I'm sure someone's sleeping
in the laundry room.
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- Ew!
- It's kind of fun. Come on.
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Shared space, you know.
Cooking, cleaning.
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- Life on the porch with a ukulele.
- Excuse me.
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We showed up
for inspection with our baby.
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She was, what, like,
seven days old.
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- Yeah. So little...
- We scared them shitless.
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Married people with babies.
Run!
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We're not married. No.
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I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to assume.
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No, we just... We've got the
house and the baby, and so...
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Also, like, a new marriage,
whatever, it's like...
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Totally.
We wouldn't have done it, honestly,
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except my family
would've killed me.
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No, you mean me. They would've
cut my dick off with a machete.
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Oh. Ow!
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And I thought
Adrienne's mom hated me.
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I mean, she does, but more in a
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"I'm praying to God to curse
your eternal soul" kind of way.
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When she comes to the
house, we play this game
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where we pretend we can't
see or hear each other.
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Very pleasant.
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Okay, excuse me.
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Liam?
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- Hey!
- Hey!
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- How are you?
- I'm good. How are you?
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I'm good.
I haven't seen you here in so long.
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I guess now I know
why you wanted to come so badly.
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I had no idea that
he was going to be there, okay?
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And God forbid I have friends.
You certainly have friends, right?
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You know,
we both deserve to be happy.
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Liam makes you happy?
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I didn't say that.
Are you happy?
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Yeah. Yeah, sure.
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Oh, that's convincing.
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We agreed not to do anything
crazy in the first year.
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We just have to get through
the first year.
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I don't want to just get through it.
I want to enjoy it.
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- You want to control it.
- What choice do I have?
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I'm dragging you
through the motions of our life.
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Your life. You wanted to have a
baby, we had a baby.
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You wanted a house, we bought the house.
What now?
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How about the truth?
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- Don't.
- You can't do it.
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No, you want me to make up
some pretend confession
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to justify your paranoia,
and I won't do that.
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Yeah, right.
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You're not gonna
be happy till you're miserable.
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You know, I just... I actually...
Honestly, I do not know what the point is.
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Of life?
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Of us. Why are we
even together anymore?
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We...
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We have a newborn baby.
We just closed escrow. What?
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Now what?
You want to split up?
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I want to...
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All these neon lights...
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It's like a video game.
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Can you hear me? Can you hear me?
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You know,
we both deserve to be happy.
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Are you happy?
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Time of death: 12:34 a.m.
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Chica! Please don't!
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Chica!
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We'll give you a minute.
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No!
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Wait.
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Is there something beyond
all this? Is there an afterlife?
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Today on our show,
we'll seek answers to those questions.
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Our first guest
was rushed to the hospital...
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Ellie.
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Ellie.
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Look at Mommy, baby.
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Ellie.
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Ellie.
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- Ellie, look at Mama.
- I remember one minute being in this world
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and the next minute
being, like, I died.
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I miss her so much.
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Maggie?
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- I can't believe she's gone.
- I know.
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- That's in my face.
- Sorry. I'm quitting.
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I just can't lose you.
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Come here.
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Thank you all for being here.
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Okay.
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"To everything
there is a season...
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and a time to every purpose
under the heavens...
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a time to be born...
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and a time to die."
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I'm sorry.
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This feels so unreal.
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Like a mistake, you know?
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Like I could reach into the hourglass and
stir the sands and just change it all.
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No, I'm sorry. I...
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I can't do this. Sorry.
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Sorry.
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Poor thing.
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I'm gonna go check on him.
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- "Love is patient, love is kind."
- Shea!
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- "It does not envy, it does not boast."
- Shea!
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Let's let the body
cool off first, okay?
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It's better this way.
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My sweet girl. See all the toys.
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Yeah! So many pretty toys.
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See, this is Ellie's room now,
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and we're gonna do
just great. Mm.
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Aw.
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Ellie Bellie, you're gonna live
with Grandma and Grandpa now.
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Look at you.
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- Grandma?
- Hmm?
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Do you really think
she loved my dad?
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Are those my journals? Oh, God, no. Fuck.
Don't... Please don't look at those.
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I think
your dad was hard to love.
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Stop now.
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It's not your fault
your father left.
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Now, tears won't solve anything.
They won't bring him back.
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Bring him back from where?
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Where is your dad?
Where the shit is your dad?
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Matteo?
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Hey! Adrienne!
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Come down.
What are you doing?
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You can see me.
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What?
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I died.
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- I died, Matteo.
- Okay.
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It's so wrong that that was it.
It was just headlights and a half gasp...
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Stop. Stop.
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You're confused.
We had an accident.
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Oh, my God, you're dead too.
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What? No!
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No, I'm not.
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And you're not.
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How do you know?
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Because I know.
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Well, because we're here.
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I mean, spending eternity
on the 10 Freeway...
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What did we do to deserve that?
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You weren't there with Ellie.
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Where do you go?
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What happens to you? You just get scared
and then, what, you just... you disappear?
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You concussed. That's it.
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No. I'm dead.
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- I could step into traffic now. It wouldn't matter.
- Hey!
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Hey.
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It's okay.
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What is this, like, purgatory?
What's happening to me?
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Just hold on to me. Hmm?
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We just want
what's best for Ellie.
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We can't leave her here, Steve.
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If she had
just left instructions
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for what she would've wanted
in a situation like this.
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She would
want us to take care of Ellie.
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What about Matteo?
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God forgive me,
but this is all his fault.
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He couldn't take care of her.
He wouldn't marry her.
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He couldn't protect her,
and now she's...
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I don't think we
should get ahead of ourselves.
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We should take the baby home.
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Shit!
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What? What happened?
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There was somebody outside.
I thought I saw some...
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Outside? It was me.
I was outside.
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The door was locked.
I had to go around the house.
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Hey.
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I don't know how much time
I have left here, Matteo.
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Well, none of us do, right?
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It's part of the mystery.
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I heard them talking.
They're gonna take Ellie.
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- Who said...
- My mother.
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I just heard them.
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I'm perfectly capable of taking
care of my family, Patty.
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Thank you very much.
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As if it was my fault.
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Hey. We got
to get you better, okay?
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But no one is taking our baby.
Okay?
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Hey. Come.
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Come, come.
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It will take a pack of wolves more rabid
than your mother to take her away. All right?
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Do we even have a baby?
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- What?
- The baby was in the car,
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but the car seat was emp...
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- Hey. You...
- Maybe I just imagined that we have a baby.
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You... You didn't want
to have a baby.
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We have a baby.
Ellie is our baby.
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She's six months old,
kinda cute.
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Remember when she was born,
that she couldn't latch?
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We were freaking out.
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And then these researchers
from Denmark came.
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Remember what he said?
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"We're doing a study on the
benefits of..." Of what?
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Of narrative therapy
for new mothers and newborns.
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You've been through
a traumatic experience,
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but you've been able to process
by talking through it.
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The birth was traumatic for you,
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but you've been able to talk
about it with your husband.
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Boyfriend.
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- Sorry?
- Nothing. Nothing.
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Right. But the baby,
she has no idea what has happened.
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She needs to process too.
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You need to tell her her story.
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Um, okay.
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Hey.
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We had kind of
a crazy birth, huh?
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It was hard,
and it was painful...
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because the cord
was wrapped around you
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and you couldn't breathe.
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And then all these people rushed in,
and it was bright, and it was loud,
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but those people
were helping you.
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You weren't alone.
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And we were there
the whole time.
253
00:21:29,147 --> 00:21:32,517
We were just not breathing
with you for those 90 seconds...
254
00:21:33,617 --> 00:21:35,020
and then you did.
255
00:21:36,355 --> 00:21:38,857
You breathed.
256
00:21:38,891 --> 00:21:42,094
And I know you're so tired
from all that craziness,
257
00:21:42,127 --> 00:21:44,163
but you're all better now.
258
00:21:46,065 --> 00:21:47,632
You're safe.
259
00:21:52,238 --> 00:21:54,973
But, my baby, you've got to eat.
260
00:22:07,353 --> 00:22:09,288
She's on.
261
00:22:29,842 --> 00:22:31,143
You see?
262
00:22:32,644 --> 00:22:34,814
Remember, we have a baby.
263
00:22:39,384 --> 00:22:42,686
I'm gonna help you make sense
of everything else.
264
00:22:42,720 --> 00:22:45,924
I'm gonna...
I'm gonna tell you our story, okay?
265
00:22:47,992 --> 00:22:51,029
That way you can know
that you're okay.
266
00:22:52,230 --> 00:22:53,865
You can know you're safe.
267
00:22:55,768 --> 00:22:57,169
What if you're wrong?
268
00:22:58,770 --> 00:23:00,772
What if it's a sad story?
269
00:23:02,441 --> 00:23:04,642
No.
270
00:23:05,443 --> 00:23:07,946
- It's not.
- Sorry to wake you.
271
00:23:07,980 --> 00:23:10,148
One second, Patty.
272
00:23:10,182 --> 00:23:11,750
You need anything?
273
00:23:11,784 --> 00:23:13,251
Tell her you're fine, please.
274
00:23:14,153 --> 00:23:15,421
I'm not even here.
275
00:23:15,453 --> 00:23:17,721
So she's talking to a dead girl?
276
00:23:17,756 --> 00:23:18,824
To you.
277
00:23:18,857 --> 00:23:20,058
Okay.
278
00:23:21,359 --> 00:23:24,230
Okay, so you won't talk
to anyone for a bit. Okay?
279
00:23:24,262 --> 00:23:28,067
We'll stay here,
and we'll figure this out ourselves.
280
00:23:28,099 --> 00:23:29,969
I did some laundry,
281
00:23:30,001 --> 00:23:33,038
and I was thinking
I'd make soup tonight.
282
00:23:33,072 --> 00:23:36,808
I have to go to the store,
so if you want anything...
283
00:23:36,842 --> 00:23:39,912
Thank you, Patty. We're fine.
Thank you. Take your time.
284
00:23:41,113 --> 00:23:43,315
Okay, let's stay in bed.
285
00:23:44,182 --> 00:23:46,683
One step at a time. Hey.
286
00:23:48,453 --> 00:23:50,388
Shall we start
from the beginning?
287
00:23:50,422 --> 00:23:51,655
Of time?
288
00:23:52,258 --> 00:23:53,358
Of us.
289
00:23:55,260 --> 00:23:56,394
Fine.
290
00:23:57,962 --> 00:24:00,932
If it means you'll stay,
then fine.
291
00:24:02,367 --> 00:24:05,037
I will stay.
Close your eyes.
292
00:24:08,907 --> 00:24:11,309
- Where are we? What is it?
- Okay, this way.
293
00:24:11,343 --> 00:24:13,320
- Okay, all right, stop. Stop. Stop.
- I don't like it.
294
00:24:13,345 --> 00:24:16,382
- I don't want it.
- Okay, one, two, three.
295
00:24:16,414 --> 00:24:17,916
Surprise!
296
00:24:19,050 --> 00:24:20,451
Yeah!
297
00:24:23,154 --> 00:24:26,892
Oh, my God, you guys,
this is awesome.
298
00:24:29,127 --> 00:24:30,362
Hey!
299
00:24:30,395 --> 00:24:31,829
What is this?
300
00:24:37,403 --> 00:24:40,806
I was so uncomfortable
in the spotlight.
301
00:24:40,838 --> 00:24:43,275
- Hi!
- And I thought that was so cute.
302
00:24:43,308 --> 00:24:45,810
All these people are here
because they love you so much.
303
00:24:45,844 --> 00:24:47,346
Look, and there's
so many snacks.
304
00:25:13,905 --> 00:25:15,273
I remember you blushed.
305
00:25:15,307 --> 00:25:17,041
No, I didn't.
306
00:25:17,076 --> 00:25:19,411
- Okay.
- What? I didn't.
307
00:25:19,444 --> 00:25:22,381
I lured you in with my boyish charm.
That's what I did.
308
00:25:24,883 --> 00:25:28,953
Oh, yeah, this one. Shia. Sean?
309
00:25:28,988 --> 00:25:30,855
Come on. You remember her name.
310
00:25:32,023 --> 00:25:33,192
Shea.
311
00:25:34,226 --> 00:25:36,795
She was always just so much.
312
00:25:39,163 --> 00:25:41,834
She never really talked to me
after we got together.
313
00:25:42,401 --> 00:25:43,836
She talked to you.
314
00:25:45,069 --> 00:25:47,205
I told you nothing happened
with Shea.
315
00:25:48,406 --> 00:25:50,308
Yeah, you did tell me that.
316
00:26:03,588 --> 00:26:06,458
Shea got me a job
in a hotel in Palm Springs.
317
00:26:07,058 --> 00:26:09,928
All the woodwork and doors.
318
00:26:09,961 --> 00:26:12,131
- With her?
- Just two months.
319
00:26:21,874 --> 00:26:23,342
Hey.
320
00:26:23,375 --> 00:26:26,111
I haven't finished
with the night we met.
321
00:26:28,212 --> 00:26:30,848
You remember what
we talked about?
322
00:26:33,117 --> 00:26:35,554
- Hmm. Movies?
- Aliens.
323
00:26:36,322 --> 00:26:37,522
My love of show tunes.
324
00:26:37,556 --> 00:26:39,924
Yes, and yet,
I kept talking to you.
325
00:26:39,958 --> 00:26:44,096
And, oh, The Bluest Eye.
You love Toni Morrison.
326
00:26:44,128 --> 00:26:46,230
And I wanted to give you
a blow job right there.
327
00:26:46,265 --> 00:26:47,932
What? No.
328
00:26:47,965 --> 00:26:49,233
- No way.
- Way.
329
00:26:49,268 --> 00:26:52,570
Fuck, I wish I knew.
330
00:26:53,772 --> 00:26:58,576
You were focused on me so intently
like we were the only ones there.
331
00:27:00,511 --> 00:27:04,549
- And you told me about your stepdad.
- Not that night.
332
00:27:04,583 --> 00:27:07,086
No, you did.
About the last time that you saw him.
333
00:27:07,986 --> 00:27:10,221
Oh, yeah. I was ten.
334
00:27:11,656 --> 00:27:14,226
He had his hands
around my mom's neck,
335
00:27:14,259 --> 00:27:17,895
so I called the cops,
and of course he denied it.
336
00:27:18,963 --> 00:27:21,200
Then my mom blamed me
when he left.
337
00:27:22,367 --> 00:27:24,036
I'm sorry.
338
00:27:24,068 --> 00:27:26,672
No, I'm sorry.
What a downer.
339
00:27:29,540 --> 00:27:34,179
My parents are a pain, but not painful
enough that I can get rid of them.
340
00:27:34,212 --> 00:27:36,315
That's too bad.
341
00:27:36,347 --> 00:27:38,116
- I mean...
- No, I mean, that's good.
342
00:27:38,150 --> 00:27:40,219
It's good, I guess.
343
00:27:40,251 --> 00:27:41,319
- Anyway...
- Cheers.
344
00:27:49,528 --> 00:27:55,433
You can spend the night in my room
if you promise to, um, not molest me.
345
00:27:59,238 --> 00:28:02,641
- No, wait. That was weeks later.
- I remember.
346
00:28:03,575 --> 00:28:05,911
You asked to crash on my couch.
347
00:28:09,681 --> 00:28:13,251
- What time's your meeting in the morning?
- It's at 9:00.
348
00:28:14,286 --> 00:28:16,521
Thank you for letting me stay.
349
00:28:16,555 --> 00:28:20,057
It's just that traffic in the morning,
it's crazy heading this way, so...
350
00:28:20,092 --> 00:28:21,960
I thought it would be easier.
351
00:28:21,993 --> 00:28:24,163
Yeah, no worries.
It's fine.
352
00:28:27,065 --> 00:28:29,101
You know,
I lied about the meeting.
353
00:28:30,269 --> 00:28:31,636
There was no meeting.
354
00:28:33,337 --> 00:28:34,940
I know.
355
00:28:45,683 --> 00:28:48,252
It was almost dawn.
356
00:28:48,287 --> 00:28:50,154
I thought you were
never gonna kiss me.
357
00:28:55,795 --> 00:28:59,498
- Oh!
- I tri... I'm sorry.
358
00:28:59,530 --> 00:29:03,101
I'm sorry. Come back.
Come back. Come back. Please.
359
00:29:06,806 --> 00:29:09,674
Mm. I'm sorry.
360
00:29:25,691 --> 00:29:27,358
Make love to me.
361
00:29:31,763 --> 00:29:33,432
You got a condom?
362
00:29:34,532 --> 00:29:36,667
- Don't you?
- No.
363
00:29:38,069 --> 00:29:39,704
- What? You light...
- Are you serious?
364
00:29:39,739 --> 00:29:42,240
I mean, you light a hundred
candles, and you have no condom?
365
00:29:42,273 --> 00:29:44,242
I thought you'd have one.
I'm sorry.
366
00:29:44,276 --> 00:29:48,145
No. What kind of feminist are you?
367
00:29:48,180 --> 00:29:50,015
Wait.
368
00:29:53,786 --> 00:29:56,221
Bam.
369
00:29:56,255 --> 00:29:59,423
Thank God we don't use
these fucking things anymore.
370
00:29:59,458 --> 00:30:02,326
Yeah, because
we don't have sex anymore.
371
00:30:02,929 --> 00:30:05,329
No, I'm sorry. Shh, shh.
372
00:30:05,364 --> 00:30:09,268
Let's... Let's not think
about that. Focus.
373
00:30:23,414 --> 00:30:25,550
Do you smell smoke?
374
00:30:28,820 --> 00:30:30,288
Fire!
375
00:30:30,321 --> 00:30:32,657
Fuck!
376
00:30:33,325 --> 00:30:34,492
Matteo!
377
00:30:34,526 --> 00:30:36,327
Matteo!
378
00:30:40,198 --> 00:30:41,432
You just left me there.
379
00:30:44,903 --> 00:30:47,105
You just left me there to die.
380
00:30:47,138 --> 00:30:48,574
That's not what happened.
381
00:30:53,511 --> 00:30:57,682
I came back.
I came back and put it out.
382
00:30:57,715 --> 00:31:01,185
I saved the day.
I was fucking Superman that night.
383
00:31:01,854 --> 00:31:04,489
- We laughed about this.
- Yeah.
384
00:31:06,290 --> 00:31:08,160
Hey. Hey.
385
00:31:10,596 --> 00:31:12,263
I love you.
386
00:31:13,365 --> 00:31:15,500
No, I was the one
that said it first.
387
00:31:17,169 --> 00:31:19,538
- Does it matter?
- Yes.
388
00:31:22,173 --> 00:31:23,776
No. I don't know.
389
00:32:46,992 --> 00:32:48,527
There you are.
390
00:32:50,461 --> 00:32:52,463
Hey. You scared me.
391
00:32:53,833 --> 00:32:55,200
I'm a good ghost.
392
00:32:57,501 --> 00:32:59,838
You promised you'd stay with me.
393
00:32:59,872 --> 00:33:01,941
I've been doing some research.
394
00:33:01,973 --> 00:33:05,877
It's kind of crazy what happens
to people after trauma.
395
00:33:05,912 --> 00:33:08,512
I mean, what they
experience, you know?
396
00:33:08,547 --> 00:33:10,315
Makes sense that you feel off.
397
00:33:10,347 --> 00:33:12,884
- Off?
- Yeah.
398
00:33:12,919 --> 00:33:15,755
What do you think happens
when you die?
399
00:33:16,721 --> 00:33:18,958
- Nothing.
- What if it's bad?
400
00:33:18,990 --> 00:33:24,395
Painful, some extension or manifestation
of your fears and your failings?
401
00:33:24,429 --> 00:33:27,699
- Hey.
- Of your last moments, again and again and again and again?
402
00:33:27,733 --> 00:33:29,601
No. No, no.
Uh, wait.
403
00:33:31,037 --> 00:33:34,239
It can't just be an insular
emotional repetition.
404
00:33:34,874 --> 00:33:36,540
I mean, if it's not nothing,
405
00:33:36,575 --> 00:33:38,810
it's gotta be something bigger
than that, right?
406
00:33:41,480 --> 00:33:44,382
We're space dust. Right?
407
00:33:44,415 --> 00:33:46,818
So we just go back to that,
to be part of everything.
408
00:33:46,853 --> 00:33:50,489
- The water, the trees.
- "Ashes to ashes, dust to dust."
409
00:33:50,521 --> 00:33:53,826
If you want to
get Catholic about it, yeah.
410
00:33:53,859 --> 00:33:58,765
When you die, Adrienne...
but you're not dead yet.
411
00:34:00,664 --> 00:34:03,535
I think I'm here to get you to
step up and take care of Ellie.
412
00:34:03,567 --> 00:34:05,579
- We talked about this.
- I saw it, and you weren't there.
413
00:34:05,604 --> 00:34:07,773
- Hey, stop it.
- I saw her, and you weren't there.
414
00:34:07,807 --> 00:34:10,574
So maybe you were lying,
and that's why I'm stuck here.
415
00:34:10,608 --> 00:34:13,545
- I wouldn't lie about that. Wait.
- And that's why I'm still here.
416
00:34:13,577 --> 00:34:14,713
No.
417
00:34:16,414 --> 00:34:20,418
I know you're always the fixer,
always in control, but...
418
00:34:21,920 --> 00:34:23,956
you gotta trust me
on this one. Hmm?
419
00:34:25,422 --> 00:34:28,326
When I go, you'll be a good dad.
420
00:34:28,360 --> 00:34:30,005
- You're gonna learn to braid hair...
- Hey, stop.
421
00:34:30,028 --> 00:34:31,563
- And sing lullabies.
- Okay.
422
00:34:31,596 --> 00:34:33,356
- She's gonna need you.
- Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey.
423
00:34:35,599 --> 00:34:37,568
Let's talk about what's real.
424
00:34:38,603 --> 00:34:39,972
What really happened.
425
00:34:42,074 --> 00:34:43,541
Okay?
426
00:34:46,878 --> 00:34:49,114
Mexico. A happy memory.
427
00:34:53,451 --> 00:34:54,887
- It's okay.
- Don't.
428
00:34:54,920 --> 00:34:56,487
It's okay.
429
00:35:12,670 --> 00:35:15,507
- I just met your family.
- Uh-huh.
430
00:35:16,708 --> 00:35:18,577
They loved you.
431
00:35:18,610 --> 00:35:20,913
I'm so glad you made us
do this trip.
432
00:35:20,947 --> 00:35:24,916
Afterwards.
You were always glad afterwards.
433
00:35:24,951 --> 00:35:28,485
Well, how could I ever imagine
it was going to be so...
434
00:35:28,519 --> 00:35:30,688
- Magical.
- It was.
435
00:35:32,157 --> 00:35:35,427
I could see our whole life,
just this...
436
00:35:35,460 --> 00:35:38,898
beautiful adventure
carved out on the horizon.
437
00:35:40,766 --> 00:35:44,036
You made me rethink everything I
thought I knew about what I wanted.
438
00:35:59,583 --> 00:36:00,987
Will they come?
439
00:36:01,019 --> 00:36:02,889
Yeah, they're coming.
440
00:36:10,730 --> 00:36:11,764
Here!
441
00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:16,969
Whoa! Wow!
442
00:36:19,170 --> 00:36:20,672
Yay!
443
00:36:23,175 --> 00:36:26,945
- Right here! Right here! Right here!
- Wow!
444
00:36:26,978 --> 00:36:29,414
There!
445
00:36:48,034 --> 00:36:49,534
Gracias.
446
00:36:56,074 --> 00:36:57,608
And then we died...
447
00:36:58,911 --> 00:37:01,612
Hostel: Mexico, straight to DVD.
448
00:37:09,822 --> 00:37:13,557
I have told this story so many times,
it's almost like it's a fantasy.
449
00:37:14,226 --> 00:37:17,163
This was real. This is real.
450
00:37:26,271 --> 00:37:28,706
I could stay
in this place forever.
451
00:37:29,574 --> 00:37:31,643
I so wanted you to propose.
452
00:37:32,844 --> 00:37:34,179
I was going to.
453
00:37:34,981 --> 00:37:37,215
- What?
- Yeah.
454
00:37:37,248 --> 00:37:39,550
I even looked at rings
and everything, but...
455
00:37:40,418 --> 00:37:42,653
I thought you'd be mad.
I didn't have a ring.
456
00:37:42,686 --> 00:37:44,956
No, I wouldn't have.
I wouldn't have been mad.
457
00:37:44,990 --> 00:37:46,590
Yes, you would.
458
00:37:47,159 --> 00:37:50,195
Hey. Hey.
459
00:37:50,228 --> 00:37:53,032
Okay, I didn't propose,
but you remember what I said?
460
00:37:54,333 --> 00:37:58,938
I want to kiss you at the end of
every day for the rest of my life.
461
00:38:00,873 --> 00:38:02,639
One for yesterday...
462
00:38:04,844 --> 00:38:06,211
one for today...
463
00:38:07,780 --> 00:38:09,614
one for tomorrow.
464
00:38:19,157 --> 00:38:21,960
It's so sad that we fell
apart, isn't it?
465
00:38:24,195 --> 00:38:25,697
Yeah.
466
00:38:33,873 --> 00:38:35,840
- What's wrong?
- What's happening?
467
00:38:35,875 --> 00:38:38,077
- What's happening?
- Hey.
468
00:38:38,110 --> 00:38:40,045
Adrienne. What's wrong?
469
00:38:40,079 --> 00:38:41,313
What's happening?
470
00:38:41,347 --> 00:38:44,884
Adrienne, take a breath.
471
00:38:44,916 --> 00:38:47,286
Adrienne, take a breath.
472
00:38:50,322 --> 00:38:52,090
Adrienne!
473
00:38:52,123 --> 00:38:55,126
Okay. Breathe. Breathe.
474
00:38:55,161 --> 00:38:57,628
Breathe. Breathe.
475
00:38:58,197 --> 00:39:00,865
Breathe. Adrienne, breathe.
476
00:39:00,900 --> 00:39:02,567
Okay. You're okay.
477
00:39:03,202 --> 00:39:04,369
You're okay.
478
00:39:04,402 --> 00:39:06,938
You keep saying that,
but clearly...
479
00:39:06,972 --> 00:39:08,807
What's wrong?
480
00:39:09,706 --> 00:39:12,710
- The water... You didn't see the water.
- What?
481
00:39:15,646 --> 00:39:19,985
Just breathe, please.
Breathe. You're okay.
482
00:39:21,086 --> 00:39:22,619
Look me in the eyes.
483
00:39:24,222 --> 00:39:26,057
There you go.
That works.
484
00:39:32,764 --> 00:39:35,067
Okay. Okay.
485
00:39:36,902 --> 00:39:39,838
Let me get you a towel.
You'll be fine.
486
00:39:40,306 --> 00:39:42,942
Okay? Don't move.
487
00:39:54,152 --> 00:39:55,887
It's over now.
488
00:39:57,722 --> 00:39:59,257
Where's the baby?
489
00:40:01,760 --> 00:40:04,063
No. No, you can't have her.
490
00:40:06,998 --> 00:40:08,367
Ellie?
491
00:40:10,202 --> 00:40:12,070
Ellie!
492
00:40:12,670 --> 00:40:14,806
Please!
Somebody help me!
493
00:40:14,840 --> 00:40:16,208
Help me!
494
00:40:16,242 --> 00:40:18,744
Somebody help me!
495
00:40:18,777 --> 00:40:20,278
Adrienne!
496
00:40:20,311 --> 00:40:23,949
- She's not breathing!
- What is it? Stop it. Stop it.
497
00:40:23,983 --> 00:40:25,918
Let Mama have the baby.
498
00:40:25,951 --> 00:40:28,753
- You're gonna hurt her. Steve!
- What happened?
499
00:40:28,786 --> 00:40:30,322
Let go. Let the baby go.
500
00:40:30,356 --> 00:40:33,425
- Oh...
- He can't have her! He can't have her!
501
00:40:33,458 --> 00:40:36,094
- Is she okay?
- She's fine.
502
00:40:37,429 --> 00:40:40,199
- She's okay. She's okay.
- It's okay.
503
00:40:40,231 --> 00:40:41,900
Adrienne, what's going on?
504
00:40:41,934 --> 00:40:43,869
He's coming...
He's coming for her.
505
00:40:46,739 --> 00:40:49,875
- He's coming for her.
- What? What's coming?
506
00:40:49,909 --> 00:40:52,010
- What are you talking about?
- Dea...
507
00:40:53,179 --> 00:40:54,213
Death.
508
00:41:04,056 --> 00:41:06,358
Your mom tells me
you've been experiencing
509
00:41:06,391 --> 00:41:08,793
some confusion
since the accident.
510
00:41:09,394 --> 00:41:11,297
Are you in any pain?
511
00:41:17,835 --> 00:41:19,804
- Does that hurt?
- I don't know.
512
00:41:30,815 --> 00:41:33,818
Adrienne, can you hear me?
513
00:41:35,454 --> 00:41:36,922
Do you know what day it is?
514
00:41:38,556 --> 00:41:40,992
Sorry, I'm not really here.
515
00:41:42,061 --> 00:41:43,429
Which one is it?
516
00:41:46,931 --> 00:41:48,500
She just needs her medicine.
517
00:41:53,572 --> 00:41:56,074
Take two pills,
three times a day...
518
00:42:06,952 --> 00:42:09,221
She's gonna be okay.
She's a strong girl.
519
00:42:09,255 --> 00:42:11,222
Thanks for coming by.
I do appreciate it.
520
00:42:17,528 --> 00:42:20,965
Ellie wanted to say hi.
Why don't you give her a hug?
521
00:42:22,568 --> 00:42:25,003
Okay, here, I'll take her.
522
00:42:25,036 --> 00:42:27,873
They've got her on so many
pills, I can't even keep them straight.
523
00:42:27,905 --> 00:42:31,210
I'm just gonna sit here with
you, okay? Just so you know.
524
00:42:32,878 --> 00:42:34,045
We don't even have to talk.
525
00:42:34,079 --> 00:42:35,813
She has physical therapy,
526
00:42:35,847 --> 00:42:38,951
and an appointment with a
psychiatrist on Tuesday.
527
00:42:38,983 --> 00:42:42,588
Okay, well, you know I'm here
if she needs anything. She'll be fine.
528
00:42:42,621 --> 00:42:47,092
I'm gonna take Ellie to our place
for a while, and Steve will stay with her.
529
00:43:00,472 --> 00:43:06,244
Children need stability, and this just
is not a good environment for her.
530
00:43:07,112 --> 00:43:09,081
So, the good news is,
531
00:43:09,114 --> 00:43:12,483
the other driver was at fault,
per the police report.
532
00:43:16,021 --> 00:43:19,490
- Is he okay?
- He isn't claiming any injuries.
533
00:43:19,525 --> 00:43:21,994
Will you be taking
Matteo's statement separately
534
00:43:22,027 --> 00:43:26,097
to make sure we're telling the truth?
Because it was not his fault.
535
00:43:26,130 --> 00:43:29,300
No matter what
my mother may have told you.
536
00:43:30,635 --> 00:43:34,539
There was a witness who said he saw the
other driver gun through the yellow.
537
00:43:34,572 --> 00:43:36,307
Do you remember that?
538
00:43:40,978 --> 00:43:42,213
Adrienne?
539
00:43:56,094 --> 00:43:57,396
Zombies?
540
00:43:58,097 --> 00:43:59,565
You hate zombies.
541
00:43:59,597 --> 00:44:02,034
They're my people now.
542
00:44:02,067 --> 00:44:04,302
I feel really connected
to them, actually.
543
00:44:05,704 --> 00:44:07,306
They're very misunderstood.
544
00:44:11,110 --> 00:44:12,878
I...
545
00:44:15,079 --> 00:44:18,016
I know there's
something wrong with me.
546
00:44:18,050 --> 00:44:19,318
Yeah.
547
00:44:21,052 --> 00:44:22,621
But you're gonna get better.
548
00:44:24,123 --> 00:44:25,490
If I was actually a zombie,
549
00:44:25,523 --> 00:44:28,025
would you tie me up
and keep me in your garage?
550
00:44:30,628 --> 00:44:33,599
Yeah, I guess so.
551
00:44:33,632 --> 00:44:36,635
I've been always afraid
of losing you, so, yeah.
552
00:44:38,436 --> 00:44:40,405
Because you knew you would?
553
00:44:44,610 --> 00:44:46,277
Adrienne...
554
00:44:47,612 --> 00:44:49,481
doesn't it make sense, right...
555
00:44:51,083 --> 00:44:52,550
that you're alive?
556
00:44:52,583 --> 00:44:56,454
That people can see you?
They talk to you.
557
00:44:57,523 --> 00:44:59,291
You are here.
558
00:44:59,324 --> 00:45:01,059
But I feel soulless.
559
00:45:03,429 --> 00:45:04,996
Hollowed out.
560
00:45:09,568 --> 00:45:13,639
Do you remember when we realized
we were having a baby?
561
00:45:13,672 --> 00:45:15,706
Please don't.
562
00:45:15,742 --> 00:45:20,012
You keep trying to prove that I'm
okay, but I can prove I'm not.
563
00:45:21,112 --> 00:45:22,713
Can I tell you something?
564
00:45:25,650 --> 00:45:28,320
- Yeah.
- I knew I was gonna die.
565
00:45:30,588 --> 00:45:32,157
What do you mean?
566
00:45:33,391 --> 00:45:38,262
She told me, when we went to the
house to look at the broken window.
567
00:45:45,137 --> 00:45:46,739
I'm gonna check the window.
568
00:45:46,773 --> 00:45:48,407
- Hi.
- Hey, welcome.
569
00:45:48,440 --> 00:45:50,509
- Hey! How are you?
- Hey!
570
00:45:52,077 --> 00:45:54,579
- What are you guys doing?
- A reading.
571
00:45:54,612 --> 00:45:57,548
- Oh, yeah?
- I'm an assistant to Psychic Elaine.
572
00:45:59,184 --> 00:46:01,519
She's, like, the best in LA,
like, the real, real deal.
573
00:46:01,552 --> 00:46:05,389
Like, not a storefront, like,
otherworldly, and I'm studying under her.
574
00:46:05,423 --> 00:46:06,759
Wow.
575
00:46:06,793 --> 00:46:08,659
You want me
to do a reading on you?
576
00:46:08,693 --> 00:46:12,498
- Sure, why not?
- I can get you later.
577
00:46:12,530 --> 00:46:16,335
Just don't tell me I feel old
because I think that much is obvious.
578
00:46:18,637 --> 00:46:21,572
Weird,
your lifeline's really short.
579
00:46:21,606 --> 00:46:23,175
What?
580
00:46:23,208 --> 00:46:25,210
I mean, it doesn't
necessarily mean death.
581
00:46:25,244 --> 00:46:27,278
It could be like...
like you're not living,
582
00:46:27,311 --> 00:46:29,081
like you're not living life
to the fullest.
583
00:46:29,114 --> 00:46:32,050
Um... Or I could be
doing it wrong.
584
00:46:32,083 --> 00:46:36,288
No. Yes, it's crazy.
I'm... It's true.
585
00:46:37,155 --> 00:46:38,489
I'm dead.
586
00:46:38,523 --> 00:46:42,561
I die in a car accident,
two weeks after this.
587
00:46:42,594 --> 00:46:46,697
Whoa. That is crazy.
588
00:46:46,733 --> 00:46:49,668
We'll never get to move into this house.
It sucks.
589
00:46:49,701 --> 00:46:52,771
But if you knew,
why did you let yourself get into the car?
590
00:46:53,672 --> 00:46:54,740
Did you want to die?
591
00:46:56,876 --> 00:46:58,342
I don't know. I...
592
00:46:58,376 --> 00:47:01,213
This is grasping
at straws, Adrienne.
593
00:47:01,246 --> 00:47:02,681
It's coincidence.
594
00:47:02,713 --> 00:47:04,682
That's what you said to her,
but then...
595
00:47:04,715 --> 00:47:07,251
How old were you
when your mother died?
596
00:47:07,820 --> 00:47:09,454
What...
597
00:47:09,487 --> 00:47:12,423
- Did-Did-Did you tell her?
- No, I swear I didn't.
598
00:47:12,456 --> 00:47:14,226
He was 17.
599
00:47:14,259 --> 00:47:16,161
She's lingering for you.
600
00:47:16,193 --> 00:47:18,463
There's something unresolved.
601
00:47:18,496 --> 00:47:21,400
She says she wishes
that you spoke at her funeral.
602
00:47:21,432 --> 00:47:23,769
That's it.
603
00:47:23,802 --> 00:47:30,141
Uh... Okay. That's
our cue to go. Sorry.
604
00:47:30,175 --> 00:47:32,844
- You never told me. Was that true?
- Ye... No.
605
00:47:32,878 --> 00:47:35,713
Well, yes. Yes.
Yes, it was true.
606
00:47:35,748 --> 00:47:38,182
I was young.
I didn't know what to say.
607
00:47:38,215 --> 00:47:40,452
I was mad at her,
but that doesn't prove
608
00:47:40,485 --> 00:47:42,353
that she's psychic
or that you're dead.
609
00:47:42,387 --> 00:47:45,791
I kept asking myself again and
again, what is the point of life?
610
00:47:45,824 --> 00:47:49,126
Of us. You kept asking yourself
what's the point of us.
611
00:47:49,161 --> 00:47:53,632
But then when I left Gary and Kevin's
that night, I had a really bad feeling.
612
00:47:53,664 --> 00:47:54,867
Adrienne...
613
00:47:57,603 --> 00:47:59,170
- Hey!
- I had this feeling
614
00:47:59,204 --> 00:48:01,306
like everything
was falling apart.
615
00:48:05,443 --> 00:48:06,846
Adrienne.
616
00:48:09,547 --> 00:48:12,784
- You were pissed at me.
- If we hadn't bought the house,
617
00:48:12,818 --> 00:48:15,163
- none of this would've happened.
- What? It could've been a plane crash.
618
00:48:15,186 --> 00:48:16,496
- It's my fault.
- Stop trying to find meaning
619
00:48:16,521 --> 00:48:18,590
in something meaningless
and random.
620
00:48:18,623 --> 00:48:20,692
You didn't cause the accident.
621
00:48:20,726 --> 00:48:22,829
If there's someone to blame,
it's me. Yeah.
622
00:48:22,862 --> 00:48:25,864
- I wanted to go out that night, so we did.
- I didn't see the guy coming.
623
00:48:25,898 --> 00:48:29,768
No, no, no. I didn't see the guy coming.
I wanted to stay late.
624
00:48:29,802 --> 00:48:32,905
Hey, stop hijacking this.
Let me finish the story.
625
00:48:32,938 --> 00:48:36,440
I don't want you to finish your story.
I want you to tell the truth.
626
00:48:36,474 --> 00:48:38,175
- You want the truth?
- Yes!
627
00:48:38,210 --> 00:48:40,545
Fine.
It wasn't all good.
628
00:48:40,579 --> 00:48:42,882
Do you remember that work event?
629
00:48:42,914 --> 00:48:46,818
You had just gotten your job
doing grunt work at the museum.
630
00:48:46,853 --> 00:48:48,820
Oh, my God. Grunt work?
631
00:48:48,855 --> 00:48:52,190
I'm managing major design installations.
This is not grunt work.
632
00:48:52,224 --> 00:48:53,925
I don't know why you took it.
633
00:48:53,960 --> 00:48:56,427
Well, aside from the fact
that it's my dream job,
634
00:48:56,460 --> 00:48:58,329
some people actually have
to work for a living,
635
00:48:58,362 --> 00:49:01,500
so that they can support their
family, so they can buy a house.
636
00:49:01,532 --> 00:49:02,701
- Okay, yeah?
- Thank you.
637
00:49:02,735 --> 00:49:04,635
Have piles of shit, right?
Thank you.
638
00:49:04,670 --> 00:49:06,648
You don't want things?
You don't want tools and tech toys
639
00:49:06,672 --> 00:49:08,951
and whatever other shit it is you
get shipped direct to your garage?
640
00:49:08,974 --> 00:49:11,376
Okay, I'm just saying that
if we stay in the apartment,
641
00:49:11,409 --> 00:49:16,447
we have a low rent, we keep some freedom,
and we're not tied to a mortgage.
642
00:49:16,481 --> 00:49:19,317
If you're never tied to anything,
then you'll never be free.
643
00:49:20,018 --> 00:49:21,753
What musical is that from?
644
00:49:22,653 --> 00:49:24,856
It's from Pippin. It doesn't...
645
00:49:24,891 --> 00:49:27,224
Doesn't mean that it's not true.
646
00:49:27,259 --> 00:49:29,393
What about this beautiful
adventure we're on?
647
00:49:29,427 --> 00:49:32,630
You're going to be working
from 9:00 to 9:00 every day.
648
00:49:32,664 --> 00:49:38,235
Gonna be laden with kids, the
house, with no time to go anywhere.
649
00:49:38,269 --> 00:49:41,940
Not everyone can not finish
school and not get a real job...
650
00:49:41,974 --> 00:49:43,418
- I have a real job.
- And not care.
651
00:49:43,442 --> 00:49:45,945
- I have a real job.
- This is what I want.
652
00:49:45,978 --> 00:49:49,882
If you don't want it too,
you should just... get out of my way.
653
00:49:56,554 --> 00:49:57,588
See?
654
00:49:59,490 --> 00:50:00,960
Where do you go?
655
00:50:06,331 --> 00:50:09,534
- Adrienne.
- Hey! How are you?
656
00:50:09,568 --> 00:50:11,268
I'm good. Champagne?
657
00:50:11,302 --> 00:50:12,905
Mind reader. Thank you.
658
00:50:14,572 --> 00:50:17,275
The look in your eyes. So alive.
659
00:50:17,309 --> 00:50:19,411
He is a work colleague,
and he's on the board.
660
00:50:19,443 --> 00:50:21,780
- I am supposed to be nice to him.
- Thank you.
661
00:50:21,813 --> 00:50:24,615
- For what?
- For making this event worth attending.
662
00:50:24,648 --> 00:50:29,621
I'm... Yeah. Frida Kahlo and Maya
Deren in one space? Be still, my heart.
663
00:50:29,653 --> 00:50:33,760
Yeah. I know I should be
focused on the art, but I just can't.
664
00:50:33,793 --> 00:50:35,961
- Why?
- You're distracting me.
665
00:50:35,994 --> 00:50:38,864
I just... I threw on...
666
00:50:38,898 --> 00:50:41,532
like, frazzled, like,
whatever work thing.
667
00:50:42,934 --> 00:50:44,971
Don't underestimate yourself.
668
00:50:51,878 --> 00:50:56,347
Okay, fine. Fine. You saw that.
So what? So what?
669
00:50:57,715 --> 00:51:00,018
I'm sorry. Matteo is trying
to prove that I'm alive
670
00:51:00,052 --> 00:51:04,623
by making me feel,
what, like, guilty? Thanks.
671
00:51:04,655 --> 00:51:06,893
He invited me
to check out his woodworking.
672
00:51:07,927 --> 00:51:10,461
- The same night?
- Yeah, I think so.
673
00:51:10,963 --> 00:51:12,563
I bought a bench.
674
00:51:25,543 --> 00:51:27,045
Oh!
675
00:51:27,079 --> 00:51:29,916
- Here it comes.
- Such terror.
676
00:51:29,949 --> 00:51:31,715
You told me it was
referred by a friend.
677
00:51:31,751 --> 00:51:33,451
How did you kill me that fast?
678
00:51:33,485 --> 00:51:35,487
I didn't even know
you guys knew each other.
679
00:51:35,519 --> 00:51:36,956
Hmm. So you lied.
680
00:51:36,989 --> 00:51:40,625
Now you know the truth.
Feel better?
681
00:51:40,659 --> 00:51:43,094
I'm just saying,
most guys would punch a guy
682
00:51:43,128 --> 00:51:44,996
who was making moves
on their girlfriend.
683
00:51:45,030 --> 00:51:48,599
Okay.
You wanted me to punch him?
684
00:51:48,632 --> 00:51:51,103
He's got six inches on me.
No way.
685
00:51:51,137 --> 00:51:52,880
Why didn't you just tell me
you were jealous?
686
00:51:52,905 --> 00:51:55,407
I didn't think
I could do anything about it.
687
00:51:56,574 --> 00:51:59,811
I mean, probably delay it.
Did I?
688
00:52:00,378 --> 00:52:02,581
I didn't cheat on you.
689
00:52:03,380 --> 00:52:05,650
- Did you want to?
- It doesn't matter.
690
00:52:05,684 --> 00:52:07,987
It matters.
It fucking matters.
691
00:52:17,762 --> 00:52:19,764
Bullshit! Bullshit!
That... That never happened.
692
00:52:19,798 --> 00:52:22,802
Okay. Look me in the eye
and tell me I am making this up.
693
00:52:22,835 --> 00:52:24,836
You live so in your head.
You exaggerate things.
694
00:52:24,871 --> 00:52:26,510
- You conflate things.
- Stop lying to me.
695
00:52:26,538 --> 00:52:29,742
Stop ignoring...
Stop disappearing on me.
696
00:52:29,775 --> 00:52:31,409
On our baby.
697
00:52:31,443 --> 00:52:34,146
Even me dying isn't enough
to get you to step up.
698
00:52:36,514 --> 00:52:38,516
It's so unfair you expect me
to fail.
699
00:52:39,451 --> 00:52:41,987
You can't pretend to know
what's going to happen,
700
00:52:42,021 --> 00:52:44,155
how I would feel if I lost you.
701
00:52:45,056 --> 00:52:47,626
What fucking living hell
that would be for me.
702
00:52:50,461 --> 00:52:53,465
Maybe I would never recover.
703
00:52:54,166 --> 00:52:55,867
Maybe I would be no good
for Ellie.
704
00:52:57,501 --> 00:52:59,137
Maybe I would break
if I lost you.
705
00:53:04,777 --> 00:53:06,177
Who is that?
706
00:53:06,610 --> 00:53:07,914
I'm gonna check.
707
00:53:11,050 --> 00:53:13,119
Hi, Steve.
How you holding up?
708
00:53:13,818 --> 00:53:15,987
Hello, Father Richard.
709
00:53:16,021 --> 00:53:18,090
Proof that I'm dead.
710
00:53:18,123 --> 00:53:22,094
Your mother calls Father
Richard if the milk is past its due date.
711
00:53:22,128 --> 00:53:25,563
Adrienne, I'm planning a
bingo night at the church.
712
00:53:26,798 --> 00:53:28,099
What are you doing?
713
00:53:28,134 --> 00:53:30,769
I'm trying...
I'm trying to work out
714
00:53:30,802 --> 00:53:32,603
- what to be buried in.
- What?
715
00:53:32,637 --> 00:53:34,739
This one actually
doesn't zip up at the back,
716
00:53:34,773 --> 00:53:37,119
but if you leave it unzipped,
I don't think anybody's gonna notice.
717
00:53:37,143 --> 00:53:38,844
- Slow down.
- Actually,
718
00:53:38,878 --> 00:53:41,545
I think I would rather be
scattered somewhere beautiful.
719
00:53:41,579 --> 00:53:43,581
Oh, okay.
720
00:53:43,614 --> 00:53:46,161
You have a second chance, Matteo,
and you've just got to move on.
721
00:53:46,184 --> 00:53:49,521
And you gotta find somebody that you love.
722
00:53:49,554 --> 00:53:51,023
Not Shea.
Please don't marry Shea.
723
00:53:52,657 --> 00:53:55,961
Somebody... Somebody educated
and somebody funny.
724
00:53:57,096 --> 00:54:00,900
Find somebody funny
and just love them.
725
00:54:00,932 --> 00:54:02,835
- And let them love you.
- It's gonna be weird
726
00:54:02,867 --> 00:54:05,737
to bring a girl with my dead
girlfriend still in my bed, right?
727
00:54:05,771 --> 00:54:10,742
And I want my funeral to be fun.
Not in a church, please.
728
00:54:10,775 --> 00:54:12,153
- Okay.
- No matter what my mother says.
729
00:54:12,177 --> 00:54:15,246
We'll have a dance-pop
party funeral.
730
00:54:15,280 --> 00:54:16,983
You're the one
who likes pop music.
731
00:54:17,016 --> 00:54:19,516
I don't like pop music.
I want Missy Elliott.
732
00:54:19,550 --> 00:54:23,688
Okay, we'll have a bunch of
geriatrics dancing to Missy Elliott.
733
00:54:23,722 --> 00:54:26,623
Man, life.
734
00:54:26,657 --> 00:54:29,626
- Perfect.
- What a tricky little minx.
735
00:54:32,731 --> 00:54:34,233
Hey, stop. Stop!
736
00:54:34,266 --> 00:54:35,900
Stop!
737
00:54:35,934 --> 00:54:38,670
Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop.
738
00:54:38,702 --> 00:54:40,139
What the fuck are you doing?
739
00:54:43,041 --> 00:54:45,210
You don't get
to be dead yet, okay?
740
00:54:46,677 --> 00:54:49,248
Fuck. So impatient.
741
00:54:58,655 --> 00:54:59,992
Adrienne.
742
00:55:03,262 --> 00:55:04,695
Hey.
743
00:55:09,701 --> 00:55:12,771
Look at me.
So impatient.
744
00:55:14,106 --> 00:55:15,740
Shh, shh.
745
00:55:15,775 --> 00:55:18,911
Even having kids.
You remember it? Last year.
746
00:55:19,878 --> 00:55:21,612
Día de Muertos.
747
00:55:25,751 --> 00:55:27,119
Stay with me.
748
00:55:27,853 --> 00:55:29,621
I know you remember.
749
00:55:41,000 --> 00:55:42,835
- Yeah.
- Okay.
750
00:55:42,867 --> 00:55:44,903
- I'd be down.
- Can we get two of those, please?
751
00:55:44,936 --> 00:55:48,007
Okay, I gotta say this quick.
Uh, A wants a baby.
752
00:55:48,039 --> 00:55:50,175
- What?
- Here is a cute...
753
00:55:50,208 --> 00:55:52,978
She's gonna break up with you if
you don't pull the goalie right now.
754
00:55:53,012 --> 00:55:55,880
What the...
We just started talking about this.
755
00:55:57,148 --> 00:55:58,851
He shouldn't have told you that.
756
00:55:58,884 --> 00:56:01,028
She said she was going to
poke a hole in her diaphragm.
757
00:56:01,052 --> 00:56:02,788
I was kidding.
758
00:56:02,822 --> 00:56:04,389
I was kidding, obviously.
759
00:56:04,422 --> 00:56:06,068
Okay, it didn't sound like
you were kidding.
760
00:56:06,092 --> 00:56:07,992
- Maggie.
- I'm just being honest.
761
00:56:08,027 --> 00:56:10,795
Okay, she was upset,
and I talked her down.
762
00:56:10,829 --> 00:56:12,398
So impatient.
763
00:56:12,431 --> 00:56:15,800
I'm just asking you to be
patient with me, with us.
764
00:56:17,302 --> 00:56:20,206
- May I finish the story?
- Okay, sure.
765
00:56:20,239 --> 00:56:23,175
I remember what else
happened that day.
766
00:56:23,208 --> 00:56:25,911
Fucking Matteo!
767
00:56:25,945 --> 00:56:29,014
Hi! You said
you were out of town.
768
00:56:29,047 --> 00:56:33,184
Uh... No. No. Um...
769
00:56:33,219 --> 00:56:35,353
- The-The trip got canceled.
- Oh...
770
00:56:35,387 --> 00:56:37,965
It's so funny that Shea would know
about a trip of yours that got canceled,
771
00:56:37,989 --> 00:56:41,626
- 'cause you guys don't talk.
- This is not why I brought this memory up.
772
00:56:42,128 --> 00:56:43,728
- Hey!
- Shea.
773
00:56:43,762 --> 00:56:47,199
- Hi! Wow, you look so great.
- Hi. So do you, always.
774
00:56:47,233 --> 00:56:48,934
- How are you guys?
- Great.
775
00:56:48,967 --> 00:56:50,735
- Yeah? Are you married yet?
- Uh-huh.
776
00:56:50,768 --> 00:56:52,237
Oh, God, no.
777
00:56:52,271 --> 00:56:55,206
No, I cannot bear the idea
of letting this oaf own me,
778
00:56:55,240 --> 00:56:59,677
but it's so great that you guys still
talk, that you kept in touch.
779
00:56:59,710 --> 00:57:03,014
Even though you swore to me that you
didn't talk to her anymore. Liar.
780
00:57:03,047 --> 00:57:06,184
Of course. I'm sorry we haven't talked.
That's so...
781
00:57:06,217 --> 00:57:09,188
- That's stupid. It's so stupid.
- No, totally. Right, right.
782
00:57:09,221 --> 00:57:10,856
We should have lunch. Lie.
783
00:57:10,889 --> 00:57:12,090
- Totally.
- Lie.
784
00:57:13,159 --> 00:57:15,027
Hey, are you still,
um, woodworking?
785
00:57:15,059 --> 00:57:16,762
- Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- Oh.
786
00:57:16,795 --> 00:57:19,130
Amazing, because my dad
just bought this huge property.
787
00:57:19,164 --> 00:57:21,766
So I actually, um...
I might have a job for you.
788
00:57:21,800 --> 00:57:22,867
- Oh, really?
- Yeah.
789
00:57:22,902 --> 00:57:24,702
- That's so sweet.
- Yeah.
790
00:57:24,737 --> 00:57:27,039
This was the beginning
of the end, wasn't it?
791
00:57:27,072 --> 00:57:29,175
- What? No, no, no, no.
- Cool, so, um...
792
00:57:31,210 --> 00:57:33,378
It was so good to see you, girl.
793
00:57:35,181 --> 00:57:36,815
Hey. Bye.
794
00:57:37,782 --> 00:57:39,083
I love you.
795
00:57:39,117 --> 00:57:41,320
What?
796
00:57:43,755 --> 00:57:46,157
Why don't you just be
with Shea, Matteo?
797
00:57:46,192 --> 00:57:48,793
Are you crazy?
If I wanted to be with her, I would be.
798
00:57:48,827 --> 00:57:51,262
- Is that a threat?
- No, I'm just saying, I'm with you.
799
00:57:54,532 --> 00:57:57,001
God, I was so much, wasn't I?
800
00:57:57,603 --> 00:58:00,005
No. We made up, didn't we?
801
00:58:00,838 --> 00:58:02,208
- Did we?
- Yeah.
802
00:58:03,175 --> 00:58:04,809
Yeah, yeah, yeah. This...
803
00:58:04,842 --> 00:58:07,478
This wasn't the beginning
of the end.
804
00:58:07,512 --> 00:58:09,748
This was the moment when we...
805
00:58:10,849 --> 00:58:12,016
when I told you...
806
00:58:14,119 --> 00:58:15,320
Hey.
807
00:58:15,353 --> 00:58:18,056
I wanna have babies
with you, okay?
808
00:58:19,190 --> 00:58:20,226
I wanna have a kid.
809
00:58:22,027 --> 00:58:23,329
Let's have a baby.
810
00:58:25,264 --> 00:58:28,400
You only agreed because I threatened
to leave you if you didn't.
811
00:58:28,434 --> 00:58:32,170
Okay, yeah,
but I still agreed. Right?
812
00:58:34,072 --> 00:58:35,407
Because I wanted to.
813
00:58:36,307 --> 00:58:39,110
You're right. Let's do it.
814
00:58:42,248 --> 00:58:43,815
No, what's wrong?
815
00:58:45,217 --> 00:58:46,952
I'm so glad you said yes.
816
00:58:48,119 --> 00:58:50,088
And I'm so glad we had Ellie.
817
00:59:07,405 --> 00:59:10,141
Hey, what's wrong?
I said yes, right?
818
00:59:21,320 --> 00:59:22,788
Hey.
819
00:59:25,923 --> 00:59:27,425
- Adrienne.
- He's here.
820
00:59:28,092 --> 00:59:29,427
Who's here?
821
00:59:30,862 --> 00:59:32,164
Adrienne.
822
00:59:45,643 --> 00:59:46,945
Hey.
823
00:59:48,380 --> 00:59:49,947
Adrienne, talk to me.
824
01:00:00,358 --> 01:00:02,927
Adrienne, wake up. Hey!
825
01:00:03,494 --> 01:00:04,829
Hey, wake up.
826
01:00:05,331 --> 01:00:06,498
Adrienne.
827
01:00:09,434 --> 01:00:12,271
Adrienne, wake up.
Adrienne, wake up.
828
01:00:13,072 --> 01:00:14,273
Wake up!
829
01:00:16,507 --> 01:00:19,577
Fuck. Don't do that
to me, please.
830
01:00:23,916 --> 01:00:25,384
I don't know how to help you.
831
01:00:26,985 --> 01:00:28,420
This is bigger than me.
832
01:00:31,456 --> 01:00:32,557
You saw it.
833
01:00:34,927 --> 01:00:36,628
No, I didn't see anything.
834
01:00:42,434 --> 01:00:44,369
Let's get you out of this thing.
835
01:01:08,994 --> 01:01:10,128
I give up.
836
01:01:12,097 --> 01:01:14,099
I can't do this anymore.
837
01:01:38,389 --> 01:01:39,557
Wait.
838
01:01:57,744 --> 01:01:59,644
Okay.
839
01:01:59,677 --> 01:02:03,514
I guess I'll go avoid your mom.
840
01:04:00,331 --> 01:04:01,567
Hey.
841
01:04:03,434 --> 01:04:05,137
Go away.
842
01:04:06,237 --> 01:04:07,338
I can't.
843
01:04:08,775 --> 01:04:10,675
You can't help me.
844
01:04:10,708 --> 01:04:12,210
What if you're wrong?
845
01:04:16,882 --> 01:04:19,117
Adrienne.
846
01:04:19,150 --> 01:04:22,454
You want this to be the truth Ellie
has to live with her whole life?
847
01:04:28,659 --> 01:04:30,596
Don't talk to me about truth.
848
01:04:37,668 --> 01:04:39,338
You were right about Shea.
849
01:04:46,612 --> 01:04:48,112
What you saw.
850
01:04:58,891 --> 01:05:01,726
Look, it's a job,
a well-paid job.
851
01:05:01,760 --> 01:05:04,262
We can't afford to both take time off.
852
01:05:04,295 --> 01:05:06,530
No, you look, Matteo.
853
01:05:06,565 --> 01:05:10,501
You brought this baby
into the world, a bastard.
854
01:05:10,534 --> 01:05:13,304
- Mom.
- Well, she is. You did that.
855
01:05:13,338 --> 01:05:14,539
It's the truth.
856
01:05:14,572 --> 01:05:17,208
And now you turn your back
on her?
857
01:05:17,242 --> 01:05:19,746
Look, Patty,
go fuck yourself. Okay?
858
01:05:19,778 --> 01:05:21,346
- Matteo!
- What?
859
01:05:21,380 --> 01:05:23,849
- You're gonna defend her crap?
- Mom. Mom.
860
01:05:23,882 --> 01:05:26,251
- Please...
- I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Adrienne.
861
01:05:26,284 --> 01:05:27,753
I can't be around this.
862
01:05:28,653 --> 01:05:30,621
Thank fucking God!
863
01:05:30,655 --> 01:05:32,690
Are you kidding me?
864
01:05:32,724 --> 01:05:36,394
That was the only help I had,
the only person I had.
865
01:05:36,427 --> 01:05:37,963
Please,
stop being dramatic, okay?
866
01:05:37,996 --> 01:05:39,297
Me?
867
01:05:40,565 --> 01:05:44,635
You're the one who left.
You're the one who couldn't handle it.
868
01:06:05,423 --> 01:06:08,492
And I stood there forever
just hoping you would come back.
869
01:06:17,568 --> 01:06:19,838
Slow down, or you're going
to get in an accident.
870
01:06:19,871 --> 01:06:23,742
I didn't.
I just needed an escape.
871
01:06:27,847 --> 01:06:30,750
I was afraid of being
like my stepfather.
872
01:06:31,682 --> 01:06:33,853
Of family, of all of it.
873
01:06:33,885 --> 01:06:36,621
All my life trying
to avoid becoming that man,
874
01:06:36,655 --> 01:06:39,356
and here I am,
just turning into him.
875
01:06:39,391 --> 01:06:41,726
You're not him.
You're nothing like him.
876
01:06:41,760 --> 01:06:44,963
And when I got back to you,
I swear, nothing happened
877
01:06:44,996 --> 01:06:46,898
because I was afraid
you would...
878
01:06:48,365 --> 01:06:51,369
I was afraid
I would lose you if I told you.
879
01:06:56,407 --> 01:06:57,708
Tell me now.
880
01:07:34,612 --> 01:07:37,817
And then... And then what?
881
01:07:39,550 --> 01:07:40,753
And then, I stopped.
882
01:07:42,789 --> 01:07:45,724
Because I felt like
you were there.
883
01:07:46,291 --> 01:07:47,994
Like you were right there.
884
01:07:49,494 --> 01:07:51,731
And I couldn't be anything
but yours.
885
01:07:54,065 --> 01:07:55,835
It was never clearer to me.
886
01:07:57,536 --> 01:08:02,574
I was just so ashamed of lying
and of failing.
887
01:08:07,079 --> 01:08:10,916
I should have been honest
about feeling overwhelmed.
888
01:08:11,682 --> 01:08:12,885
I should have stayed.
889
01:08:17,023 --> 01:08:19,690
I should have stood up for you
with my mom. I just...
890
01:08:20,893 --> 01:08:22,560
No wonder you left.
891
01:08:22,594 --> 01:08:26,398
- I just made it so hard for you to love me.
- No.
892
01:08:26,430 --> 01:08:30,036
I was always tearing it down
and pulling you apart.
893
01:08:30,069 --> 01:08:31,103
No.
894
01:08:31,938 --> 01:08:33,104
Liar.
895
01:08:37,976 --> 01:08:39,811
We just had so little time.
896
01:09:02,567 --> 01:09:04,103
I should have loved you better.
897
01:09:06,005 --> 01:09:07,404
We still have time.
898
01:09:10,442 --> 01:09:12,778
We just got to hold on to it.
899
01:09:14,679 --> 01:09:16,614
Even if it gets messy and hard.
900
01:09:19,085 --> 01:09:20,886
Take the good and the bad.
901
01:09:20,920 --> 01:09:22,787
For better or worse.
902
01:09:25,657 --> 01:09:26,893
Give me your hand.
903
01:09:29,194 --> 01:09:30,595
Give me your hand.
904
01:09:31,930 --> 01:09:32,965
Please.
905
01:10:12,537 --> 01:10:14,739
Do you remember the day
we got married?
906
01:10:16,841 --> 01:10:17,877
What?
907
01:10:21,180 --> 01:10:22,213
Marry me.
908
01:10:24,817 --> 01:10:26,484
It's too late.
909
01:10:26,518 --> 01:10:28,552
No. No, no, no.
910
01:10:29,520 --> 01:10:30,957
Just say yes.
911
01:10:36,528 --> 01:10:37,628
Marry me.
912
01:10:40,800 --> 01:10:42,100
Yes.
913
01:11:01,220 --> 01:11:04,856
Adrienne,
you are my best friend.
914
01:11:04,890 --> 01:11:07,158
Matteo,
you are my calm and my truth.
915
01:11:07,193 --> 01:11:09,996
My strength, my compass.
916
01:11:10,029 --> 01:11:12,898
I promise to have
the patience that love demands.
917
01:11:12,931 --> 01:11:15,266
I promise to be always yours.
918
01:11:15,301 --> 01:11:19,137
You know I don't believe
in soul mates, but...
919
01:11:19,171 --> 01:11:21,873
I married you
the minute I met you.
920
01:11:21,907 --> 01:11:27,012
And loving you is the closest
thing to faith I've ever known.
921
01:11:27,046 --> 01:11:31,016
I promise to love you
and let you love me.
922
01:11:33,853 --> 01:11:37,023
I promise to always be the
person who earns your love.
923
01:11:40,725 --> 01:11:41,894
I... that one.
924
01:11:44,796 --> 01:11:46,698
I give you my hand.
925
01:11:46,731 --> 01:11:49,001
I give you my hand.
926
01:11:50,136 --> 01:11:52,070
And I give you my heart.
927
01:11:52,104 --> 01:11:53,805
I give you my heart.
928
01:11:55,707 --> 01:11:57,176
From this day forward...
929
01:11:57,208 --> 01:12:00,880
From this day forward
for the rest of our lives.
930
01:12:00,912 --> 01:12:03,349
For the rest of our lives.
931
01:12:03,381 --> 01:12:07,086
I now pronounce you husband and wife.
You may kiss the bride.
932
01:12:16,796 --> 01:12:18,563
And one for tomorrow.
933
01:12:34,880 --> 01:12:37,750
- You see, I'm dancing.
- I can't believe it.
934
01:12:37,783 --> 01:12:39,885
Will wonders never cease?
935
01:12:41,420 --> 01:12:43,654
Look.
Even the she-beast is happy.
936
01:12:44,355 --> 01:12:46,591
Now I know it's a dream.
937
01:12:54,934 --> 01:12:57,668
- You know how I feel?
- Hmm?
938
01:12:59,070 --> 01:13:00,105
Alive.
939
01:13:00,139 --> 01:13:01,974
- Really?
- Yeah.
940
01:13:03,809 --> 01:13:05,743
Oh, say it again.
Say it again.
941
01:13:05,778 --> 01:13:07,345
I feel alive.
942
01:13:10,181 --> 01:13:12,083
You are alive, so alive.
943
01:13:12,118 --> 01:13:14,220
It makes sense.
My ribs are killing me.
944
01:13:14,252 --> 01:13:16,322
- I'm sorry.
- Stop pressing on them.
945
01:13:16,354 --> 01:13:18,990
I'm sorry.
946
01:13:19,024 --> 01:13:21,127
- I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
- Ow.
947
01:13:21,159 --> 01:13:22,828
Thank God for seat belts.
948
01:13:25,064 --> 01:13:27,032
I'm so happy you were right.
949
01:13:29,234 --> 01:13:31,871
- Can you say that again?
- What?
950
01:13:31,904 --> 01:13:34,773
- The-The part where I'm right.
- Oh.
951
01:13:34,806 --> 01:13:37,042
You were right! You're right!
952
01:13:37,076 --> 01:13:38,911
I'm so grateful.
953
01:13:40,246 --> 01:13:41,747
I'm so lucky.
954
01:13:44,015 --> 01:13:45,083
Me too.
955
01:14:01,934 --> 01:14:03,002
Hello, baby.
956
01:14:03,836 --> 01:14:05,938
You're so strong.
957
01:14:05,970 --> 01:14:08,806
- You're so strong.
- You gave us quite a scare, you know.
958
01:14:08,841 --> 01:14:11,844
- I'm feeling better now.
- Well, you're a strong girl too.
959
01:14:11,877 --> 01:14:14,145
You know,
Matteo really helped me.
960
01:14:14,180 --> 01:14:17,315
I know he doesn't share your beliefs,
but he's a pretty extraordinary person.
961
01:14:17,349 --> 01:14:19,716
- I don't want to speak...
- Can we not do this right now?
962
01:14:19,752 --> 01:14:22,029
I'm just saying that there is no reason
why he couldn't take care of Ellie
963
01:14:22,054 --> 01:14:23,788
on his own if he needed to.
964
01:14:23,822 --> 01:14:25,734
- You don't have to attack me.
- I'm not attacking you.
965
01:14:25,757 --> 01:14:27,158
- Adrienne.
- Maggie.
966
01:14:27,193 --> 01:14:29,127
- Maggie.
- Needs to get changed anyhow.
967
01:14:29,161 --> 01:14:31,197
- Come on, baby.
- Hi.
968
01:14:31,229 --> 01:14:32,730
Oh, my gosh.
969
01:14:32,765 --> 01:14:34,166
Think you're still in shock?
970
01:14:34,199 --> 01:14:36,135
You know,
I actually thought I was dead.
971
01:14:36,167 --> 01:14:38,470
- Oh, honey. I'm so sorry.
- Dead.
972
01:14:38,503 --> 01:14:40,005
I just feel really raw.
973
01:14:40,038 --> 01:14:42,173
Yeah, that's totally normal.
974
01:14:42,207 --> 01:14:46,212
You know what? I'm here for you, okay?
Whatever you need.
975
01:14:46,244 --> 01:14:50,481
Right now, we have to get you dressed
because you have a doctor's appointment.
976
01:14:50,515 --> 01:14:52,283
Okay, Mom.
977
01:14:52,318 --> 01:14:55,186
This is Matteo. Leave a message,
and I'll call you back.
978
01:14:55,220 --> 01:14:58,990
Hey, where'd you go?
We should be home by...
979
01:15:02,228 --> 01:15:05,264
Sorry. Home by 2:00. Call me.
980
01:15:09,969 --> 01:15:11,369
How are you feeling?
981
01:15:12,805 --> 01:15:15,039
Like I don't want
to be in a car.
982
01:15:15,073 --> 01:15:18,277
I heard you talking
with Maggie, and I just...
983
01:15:18,310 --> 01:15:21,180
I'm glad that you have her
to process with.
984
01:15:22,180 --> 01:15:23,916
Yeah, she's amazing.
985
01:15:27,118 --> 01:15:28,753
I'm not good at these things.
986
01:15:30,122 --> 01:15:31,990
That's okay. That's okay.
987
01:15:32,024 --> 01:15:33,958
I haven't known what to say.
988
01:15:33,993 --> 01:15:36,395
I've been trying to find the
words, but I...
989
01:15:38,197 --> 01:15:40,798
I cook and I clean,
and that's what I can do.
990
01:15:41,367 --> 01:15:43,801
It's okay, Mom. I'm okay.
991
01:15:45,970 --> 01:15:48,806
Got to take the good with the bad, right?
That's life.
992
01:15:52,211 --> 01:15:53,912
For better or worse.
993
01:15:57,015 --> 01:16:00,152
I am just... I'm just so sorry.
994
01:16:03,855 --> 01:16:06,958
As a parent, all you want to do
is protect your children.
995
01:16:17,970 --> 01:16:19,938
And right now,
I feel this for you,
996
01:16:19,971 --> 01:16:22,908
the same way
that you will feel Ellie's pain.
997
01:16:23,942 --> 01:16:25,077
What?
998
01:16:32,216 --> 01:16:34,619
Stop. Stop the car.
999
01:16:34,653 --> 01:16:37,021
- Jesus! Adrienne, what are you doing?
- Honey! Adrienne!
1000
01:16:37,055 --> 01:16:38,222
Come back here!
1001
01:17:36,280 --> 01:17:39,952
Hey. It's over now. Okay?
I'm going to get you out of here.
1002
01:17:44,622 --> 01:17:49,261
Is the baby in the car? Where's the baby?
Hey, where's the baby?
1003
01:17:51,029 --> 01:17:52,997
Come on.
1004
01:18:16,387 --> 01:18:17,622
I know you.
1005
01:18:22,394 --> 01:18:24,695
You're the lady whose husband
died in that accident.
1006
01:18:27,265 --> 01:18:28,300
What?
1007
01:18:31,069 --> 01:18:32,371
What did you just say?
1008
01:18:35,006 --> 01:18:37,176
Hey.
1009
01:18:37,208 --> 01:18:38,510
Hey, are you okay?
1010
01:18:40,244 --> 01:18:41,512
I can't breathe.
1011
01:18:42,713 --> 01:18:44,283
I can't breathe.
1012
01:19:00,332 --> 01:19:02,367
Sit down. Hey.
1013
01:19:04,368 --> 01:19:05,604
I can't breathe.
1014
01:19:07,806 --> 01:19:09,507
Are you okay?
Can you hear me?
1015
01:19:09,541 --> 01:19:12,478
Where's Matteo?
Where's Matteo?
1016
01:19:12,511 --> 01:19:16,648
Breathe. Just breathe.
Just breathe. Just breathe.
1017
01:19:16,681 --> 01:19:19,484
You're okay. Breathe. It's okay.
Just breathe. Just relax. Relax.
1018
01:19:52,752 --> 01:19:54,353
Hey, sit down.
1019
01:19:55,253 --> 01:19:56,622
Sit down...
1020
01:19:58,590 --> 01:20:00,192
- You took him!
- What?
1021
01:20:00,225 --> 01:20:02,728
- You... You took him!
- What? No!
1022
01:20:02,761 --> 01:20:05,463
You took him!
1023
01:20:05,497 --> 01:20:08,367
I tried to save him, okay?
I'm sorry.
1024
01:20:08,399 --> 01:20:11,069
It was...
He was already gone.
1025
01:20:11,804 --> 01:20:13,639
No.
1026
01:20:13,671 --> 01:20:17,109
Adrienne!
Hey! Hey!
1027
01:20:17,141 --> 01:20:18,510
No!
1028
01:20:18,543 --> 01:20:20,378
- Adrienne, come here.
- I'm sorry.
1029
01:20:20,412 --> 01:20:22,514
No, no. no.
Come here. Come on.
1030
01:20:25,885 --> 01:20:28,487
It's all right.
It's all right.
1031
01:20:28,520 --> 01:20:30,588
Don't worry.
1032
01:20:30,622 --> 01:20:32,157
There you go.
Be careful.
1033
01:20:35,359 --> 01:20:39,597
There we go. There we go.
We'll go home. We'll go home.
1034
01:20:54,712 --> 01:20:55,847
How did it go?
1035
01:21:00,886 --> 01:21:02,220
Adrienne?
1036
01:21:07,592 --> 01:21:09,127
Adrienne?
1037
01:21:44,496 --> 01:21:45,765
Adrienne.
1038
01:21:47,934 --> 01:21:50,202
Please don't...
don't touch me.
1039
01:21:50,234 --> 01:21:52,270
- Slow down. Okay?
- Honey.
1040
01:21:52,304 --> 01:21:53,572
It's okay.
1041
01:22:00,912 --> 01:22:02,213
What?
1042
01:22:04,248 --> 01:22:05,449
I had him.
1043
01:22:05,484 --> 01:22:07,854
He was right here.
I had him in my bed.
1044
01:22:07,886 --> 01:22:10,454
- He was right here. He was in my...
- Oh, honey.
1045
01:22:12,891 --> 01:22:16,694
I was the one that got hurt.
He was fine. He was fine.
1046
01:22:16,728 --> 01:22:18,730
Should I call Father Richard?
1047
01:22:18,765 --> 01:22:22,567
Just get him to bring him back.
Can he bring him back, please?
1048
01:22:22,600 --> 01:22:27,672
I need him to come back.
Please, Mom.
1049
01:22:28,539 --> 01:22:29,876
I can't.
1050
01:22:37,515 --> 01:22:40,217
Can I have a minute, Mom?
1051
01:22:40,252 --> 01:22:45,690
Of course.
I'll be right here if you need me, okay?
1052
01:22:45,724 --> 01:22:46,893
You just...
1053
01:22:49,895 --> 01:22:51,395
You just rest.
1054
01:23:22,761 --> 01:23:24,229
Come back to me.
1055
01:23:45,051 --> 01:23:47,787
Come back to me.
1056
01:23:48,755 --> 01:23:50,689
Come back to me.
1057
01:24:54,618 --> 01:24:56,055
Nurse practitioner Ramon
1058
01:24:56,087 --> 01:24:58,858
to the Family Birth Center,
Room 4, please.
1059
01:24:58,890 --> 01:25:03,996
Nurse practitioner Ramon to the
Family Birth Center, Room 4, please.
1060
01:26:04,055 --> 01:26:05,791
She's still sleeping.
1061
01:26:05,824 --> 01:26:07,591
Are you ready to eat?
1062
01:26:08,226 --> 01:26:10,829
She hasn't had anything.
1063
01:26:10,863 --> 01:26:14,867
I mean, they gave her
some sugar water IV,
1064
01:26:14,900 --> 01:26:17,069
but she's mostly sleeping
on and off.
1065
01:26:20,238 --> 01:26:21,640
Come here.
1066
01:26:50,869 --> 01:26:54,974
Shh, shh.
1067
01:27:25,537 --> 01:27:27,572
Whoosh!
1068
01:27:30,810 --> 01:27:33,845
Come for a walk.
1069
01:27:34,814 --> 01:27:35,914
Look.
1070
01:27:37,783 --> 01:27:39,985
It's Daddy's chair.
Should we have a rock?
1071
01:28:01,340 --> 01:28:04,609
What do you think?
The black one?
1072
01:28:06,112 --> 01:28:08,712
What are you doing,
you little monkey?
1073
01:28:16,087 --> 01:28:17,155
Blow a kiss.
1074
01:28:19,690 --> 01:28:21,060
Matteo was unassuming.
1075
01:28:22,127 --> 01:28:24,796
He was kind and good.
1076
01:28:25,697 --> 01:28:27,599
If he was here now,
1077
01:28:27,631 --> 01:28:31,970
he would tell you that there's
no reason for this, no purpose.
1078
01:28:32,505 --> 01:28:34,706
Except what we make of it.
1079
01:28:45,951 --> 01:28:48,921
Mommy, I'm up. I'm up.
1080
01:28:48,953 --> 01:28:51,791
- I'm awake.
- I'm up. I'm up. I'm up.
1081
01:28:54,793 --> 01:28:56,828
- I'm up.
- I know.
1082
01:28:56,862 --> 01:28:58,329
Yoink.
1083
01:28:58,363 --> 01:29:03,135
Come here, munchkin. Come here.
1084
01:29:03,168 --> 01:29:04,737
T-bear.
1085
01:29:06,305 --> 01:29:09,742
I'll get it. I can do it.
I can do it. I can do it.
1086
01:29:09,774 --> 01:29:11,210
Okay. See who it is.
1087
01:29:38,804 --> 01:29:42,240
Dolphins, where are you?
1088
01:29:42,274 --> 01:29:45,110
They're coming.
They'll be here.
1089
01:29:54,920 --> 01:29:57,323
Keep your eyes open.
1090
01:30:21,212 --> 01:30:24,082
- Here they come! Here they come! Here they come!
- Pretty dolphins!
1091
01:30:24,115 --> 01:30:28,052
- Hello, dolphin! Hello!
- Look! Hello!
1092
01:30:53,112 --> 01:30:55,280
- Hold on tight, okay?
- Okay.
1093
01:31:13,465 --> 01:31:14,899
Goodbye.
1094
01:31:57,627 --> 01:32:00,627
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